Journal entry 25: what will be left of the two of us in the end - strangers.
Journal entry 24: it feels when he talks about the future as if he is rubbing it in my face.
Journal entry 23: every time there is a gap in when we see each other i have to learn to live without you which is .fine. until we meet and then i have to learn all over again - i feel drained.
Journal entry 22: lover - i don't know if that somebody is you.
Journal entry 21: less of it .will. happen - you promise more of it actually happening instead.